Review: Wishful Drinking

Technically, this is the first book that I had finished reading this year. I have been going through a difficult time and I had this idea sprout in my head—sometime when I was reading all of those John Waters books, that I need Role Models….so naturally I went first to John Waters and then to Princess Leia.

Not because of Princess Leia, of course. While I was once a pedantic Star Wars nerd, I mentally separate the actors from the franchise. Carrie Fisher isn’t Princess Leia, she’s a punch up writer. This is much, much cooler to me. She’s someone you send a script to when you know it’s close but it ain’t gonna make it—or did, past tense, now that she’s passed on. It’s in Wishful Drinking that she shares the story about George Lucas’s intuitive costume decisions and wanting her obituary to read: drowned in moonlight, strangled by her own bra.

My reasoning is that Carrie Fisher survived divorce and bipolar disorder and drug additions, and did so with a well known flare for humor, charm, and ‘fuck it’. I could use that sort of role model. I think anybody could.

The book is a quick 164 pages with a lot of photographs and anecdotes—this is where I noticed the trend in the memoirs I was reading. Folks stack in as many pictures as they can. Carl Reiner, whose I Just Remembered I also read early this year had a glut of photographs. It’s something both cool, reaching into history, and that I want to make fun of it. How many memoirs were you people going to write, you couldn’t cram it into one, you had to fluff it so you could get in a few sequels?

I say that lovingly.

Carl Reiner is another good role model for me. The man seemed aggressively optimistic.

But I think that’s what memoirs are best for, rooting through and finding the humanity in people and grabbing onto those traits you admire—and getting a strangle hold on them.

Review: The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue

I am a known sucker for deals with the devil. Anyone who’s read one of my manuscripts can guess at that. The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by VE Schwab was a recommended read that dropped in my lap, generated by an algorithm that I don’t usually pay attention to, but I decided to read it completely blind with all the spirit of why not, and it may be my first contender for favorite book of the year.

It originally came out in 2020 and I feel already late to the party of people who already know that this book is amazing, this book has a purposeful and distinctly timeless quality.

I found the pacing, character development, and flow of the story to be beautifully drawn out and balanced, shifting between scenes from the past and scenes from the present in 2014. The flow of story is important because it is reminiscent of the story’s crux, known as the darkness or Luc with whom Addie has made a deal for her soul. In her plea for time and freedom she has inadvertently rendered herself unable to leave a mark on the world around her, walking for eternity. Addie comments that Luc had initially been short, in her imagination, for Lucien but now apparently Lucifer. There is an elegant, flowing, consuming quality to the prose that mirrors its antagonistic presence well.

Ultimately, though, the most compelling nature of the book is that Addie herself is indomitable. At no point does she surrender, as Luc keeps seeking, and even in the end she is scheming her way to independence and survival. The love story that intertwines is practical in many ways while still romantic.

At 444 pages, it was a methodical, visually descriptive read and I would absolutely encourage you to seek it out.

On John Waters

In the past year I grew really fond of reading different memoirs. It’s a daunting and heavy task, filing through lives quickly in a 300 page format. It can make life feel small, condensed to retellings of old thoughts and anecdotes. But it can also make life feel rich, remind you that each person has their own vastness. It’s the bigness and smallness of being alive.

So, this is my way of warning you that there’s going to be a lot of memoirs and biographies this year. I’ve already selected out a lot of memoirs this month to read.

When you’re grinding through the wood pulp of memoirs it gets to be hard to judge them. Do I like it for being funny, inspirational, moving, all of the above. Is there a rating system that’s going to judge one life against another? So I think I’m going to stick to talking about ones that made me think.

And that generally requires some misdirection.

So for my first foray, I’m going to talk about John Waters.

That John Waters short story I put out last year is true, I did meet him as a little kid. You can read about it here: https://aliactast.com/2022/06/11/excerpt-from-mazes/

Years ago I read an introduction Waters wrote to a book on Tennessee Williams, about how John Waters hadn’t met Tennessee Williams and was glad for it. I agree. I hope I don’t meet John Waters again. It would ruin the anecdote.

I read, recently, both Role Models and Mr Know It All: The Tarnished Wisdom of a Filthy Elder

I liked them both, I’m going to talk about them together.

Role Models, in particular, stuck with me. Especially the chapters on pornographers and convicts. Maybe it’s because I’ve worked in rehabilitation, but one of the things which struck me and which I think people would take for granted or overlook about John Waters is his fervent belief in rehabilitation. He’s a funny man, he’s a queer icon, he coaxed or otherwise suggested that Divine eat dog shit and declare murder legal, but at his heart he is a man who has a lot of faith in people.

That takes guts. Role Models is set up such that John interviewed various people who had inspired him, one way or another, over the years. He wanted to see how they live, how they get along now as opposed to when the world may have known them, and he wanted to give thanks for whatever part they played in his life.

There are people portrayed in the book who certainly would never have gotten a spotlight anywhere else in any other way. And that, sort of, is how I feel about memoirs. These brief glimpses into whole lives, this reminder that everyone is just out there, trucking along however they can.

John did a solid job, I think inexpertly with nothing to offer from myself about it. He did something that plants the seed of these people in other heads. That’s beautiful. Even if not everyone agrees that they should be there. You don’t get to cast judgement and John doesn’t. His brand is being nonjudgmental, whether you view it that way or not.

The second book was Mr. Know It All, a more traditional memoir filled with bits and stories and life progression. But, in some ways, it lacked the heart of Role Models. Reading them both, I think Role Models tells you more about John than the book about John.

He does devote a lot of time to talking about dying and aging and as interesting as the anecdotes about movie sets and his life are, I’m morbid and I love the grit. He goes into detail on trying acid again in his old age which sounded delightful, but also that he and so many of his friends have bought funeral plots near one another so that the party can keep going. I love that.

My thing with John Waters, the reason I like the old man so much, apart from the fact I’m some weird alt indie gonzo monster, is that so many people, especially people with some success or notoriety, look at it and say, ‘I’m amazing, I’m an auteur, you couldn’t possibly understand me, I’m on the edge of creativity’ etc etc.

There are so many people who look at their success as a success of their personal vision. John doesn’t give that impression. John seems to look at whatever success he has had and instead of lifting himself up, he says, ‘if I’m successful, there must be more people like me out there than I’d thought.’ And then everyone is less alone.

Reviews:Dauntless Path books by Intisar Khanani

Intisar Khanani is getting my spotlight beginning this year because in the last week of 2022 I picked up a copy of Thorn that had been sitting in my recommended pile for a few months, began reading, and promptly read Thorn, The Theft of Sunlight, A Darkness at the Door, Brambles, and I pre ordered The Tears of a Dragon which comes out January 10.

I’ve also heard tell that Riha of the Woods is out there but not yet gotten my grimy little hands on it.

I’m afraid I’ve run head first into a problem I have when I find something that I like. I always think of the years of work that went into something which I’ve just devoured mercilessly. It’s a testament to how well written, plotted, and executed Dauntless Path is that was a labor of years feels second nature already after only one week.

The Dauntless Path books and world are illuminated. The pacing and characterization are wonderful. 

Between Thorn and The Theft of Sunlight the narrative shifts protagonists from Alyrra, a princess in a retelling of Grimm’s The Goose Girl, to Rae —which initially I was concerned would mean inconsistency in narration but which instead created a wonderful launching board from Thorn and its introduction to the world building of Dauntless Path rooted in fairy tale, off into a full exploration of the world presented in Thorn, the ramifications of its politics and base assumptions. 

It’s everything you would hope for in a middle grade fantasy, with tones that initially reminded me of Dianne Wynne Jones.

I couldn’t recommend it highly enough if you’re looking for a fantasy series to plug away in for an engrossing escape. I look forward to what comes next and will likely devour that, too.

hello!

and very happy new year!

2022 was an extremely difficult year with some of the most intense ups and downs I have experienced between chaotic issues within my family that have deeply embedded themselves in my psyche (neat!) while also being one of the most productive, satisfying years of my life in terms of creative work!

I had initially put this blog on hiatus in September for travel and then didn’t return until now because of the tumult of life, but reflecting on 2022 I can say without a doubt that I am proud of the things I’ve accomplished.

In 2022 I finished first drafts for Nimue, Lotus Eaters, Woodstock,

I finished a second draft and (da da da!) audio transcript of Sagittarius,

I have been working tirelessly on my heartsore that is the final stages of editing for Aliactast,

and I am well into the third act of Dautless House’s manuscript!

I’ve gotten a boatload of short stories out in the wild and I’ve gotten to work on some lovely editing projects which I’m happy to have been a part of.

Here’s to hoping that 2023 is the year we make an honest wo/man of me in publishing.

I’m looking into be more active on social media (@danymadethis) and in networking, as well as hopefully keeping up the weekly (as as weekly as I can get) book reviews. I’m always grateful for reading recommendations and, o course, for you people.

happy new year, may 2023 not suck

Review: Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell

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I’ve referenced Susanna Clark’s Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell in the last two reviews I wrote and upon realizing that I thought maybe I should say something about this book I’ve unwittingly referenced back to multiple times. I had pegged Piranesi earlier this year as a contender for my favorite book of the year (since I’ve read it recently, of course; I certainly don’t do anything chronologically). Susanna Clark writes like a historian. Anyone who has read the introduction at the beginning of The Ladies of Grace Adieu, the collection of stories, could tell you that the references and style in her short story work is reminiscent of a researcher who has happened upon these stories and is sharing them with you purely from the perspective of historical interest. You clearly already know this history, having lived it yourself, but here is a scholarly assessment to embellish upon your public school education.

It is educational without being pretentious and it never breaks character. You are always within her world once you have consented to read it. Piranesi, I felt, accomplished this in a much shorter format—which I would argue is more difficult.

I read an absolutely dogshit review of Piranesi where the reviewer complained that Susanna Clark had phoned it in after producing the masterpiece that is Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell, that the story became too character and too plot driven, and that there wasn’t nearly the same psychotic attention to minuscule detail that didn’t advance anything—you can see where I’ve put things into my own words. I cannot understand a criticism less than one that is upset that book has a tightly knit plot. That’s what we all want, for a plot to fold in on itself like a musical score; criticizing Piranesi for doing what Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell does in less words is…you don’t understand fiction. You’re welcome not to like a book, but by god, what a reason.

Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell is, of course, a difficult act to follow. Nearly a thousand pages, it stands around 782 depending on the print, and it is a complete history written in the sensibility of its characters—academic and practical scholars of English magic during the Napoleonic wars. I would argue that it is meant to be written in a way that not even Mr. Norrell could criticize it. It is a thoroughly and joyously British Book. It celebrates English character, ideals, and it’s nearly like reading Edith Hamilton’s Mythology in its textual reverence for its own story.

It is a very good feeling to read something and to feel that it couldn’t have been done any other way. That what the author intended—which as a reader you’re only guessing at—feels accomplished. The show’s effectively over. I read Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell as though it was truly a historical text, I paused to look up references, I enjoyed the archaic spellings of words that are period-accurate woven throughout; I really studied this book in several ways and it feels complete to me. I didn’t read it, rushing through, with the speed or mentality of a memoir or fantasy book as I usually would; instead I treated it like an academic study and I just—I have no notes. There’s nothing I could argue could be done differently or would have had a different character or appeal if done differently. The book is what it is and it is whole. Changing any aspect would both cheapen it and make it a completely different book.

That comment I made before on wanting a plot to fold in on itself like a musical score; it’s okay if you read a book and you can see the trajectory of the plot and where it is headed. I read another dogshit review recently of a different novel complaining that the reviewer skipped ahead a few chapters and figure out the ending. Well, of course you did. You read ahead of yourself. Books should have refrains and reprisals. The whole spine of a novel should be its effective foreshadowing without being terribly obvious—but yes, you’re supposed to be guessing at the ending. It’s called being engaged.

I think there is this bizarre push these days, and I’m going to blame things like cheap fx popcorn sellers, to have a twist ending. You want to be surprised by a book. But a lot of the joy, especially in a story that involves prophecy, is that you as the audience know what is happening and are watching it unfold. It is not an author’s job to psych you out. It is an author’s job to raise you to their level, it’s a communication not a deception—and what a more elbow nudging way to do that than to pretend that your fantasy is a reality that has already taken place and that everyone surely knows the punchline to.

The book is too short.

Review: The Once and Future Witches

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The Once and Future Witches by Alix E Harrow

I had to look it up afterwards, this book came out in 2021 and was up for several awards, winning the British Fantasy Award. I feel it had an enormous amount going on in it. It was a complicated book that either could have been split into several shorter stories, or a book that could have been fleshed out into a thousand or so page tome. I get the impression that the author would be happy to do either as it seems these characters are very loved.

It is not to say I didn’t enjoy this book but I sometimes wondered what this book wanted to be. It’s dense, it’s a heavy book to contend with but at no point is there not a lot of forward motion. It propels the reader on, character driven, though there were things I admittedly would have liked to stop and examine or characters I would have liked to have spent more time with rather than switching as much as we did between the sisters. I think it’s a mark of how well written and crafted the book is that is really shouldn’t be read quickly. It’s something that ought to be sat with.

The plot follows three sisters in a maiden-mother-crone dynamic who have fallen out due to various revealed traumas but are drawn back together by a series of magical events tantamount to magical terrorism –events are blamed on witches in an effort to undermine the suffragist and women’s rights movements during which the story takes place. The setting is a fusion of rewritten history with magical context, very in the vein of Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell but without Susanna Clark’s historian sensibility; instead lessons are infused throughout the story rather than explained or footnoted in. It’s presented as though you’re already meant to know it, which I do like this style of being thrown into the kiddie pool. I absolutely loved the prose, I loved the way which the author sticks fingers into nooks and crannies to pull out grubs of information, but I found myself at times distracted by the switching between characters. This, honestly, shows an effective writer. I wanted to stay with a character I was reading about, not move to whatever sister provided the next plot point right away, but it also made it feel like it was written with a television-season sensibility. You could see the commercial breaks. I am no less guilty of that in my own writing, but it is something that’s had me stop and consider if I want to continue doing that in my own manuscripts.

Review: All the Murmuring Bones

All the Murmuring Bones by AG Slatter

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I cannot tell you the last time I enjoyed a main character for their brutality. The protagonist of All The Murmuring Bones has such a refreshing, pragmatic, bordering amoral sensibility. Perhaps that’s the best word: sensible. There is little sentimentality in this story, which, so often authors attempt to convey coldness in a character but fail to then make the character likeable. Miren is likeable.

Initially her characterization is a bit flat, she complains, I worried that I had started in on another book in the vein of Young Adult novels that I’m suggested where plucky-whoever does dramatic-what-have-you and earns their place in an adventure.

This isn’t an adventure—well. Maybe, technically, it is. In form. In spirit, it is reminiscent for me of Susanna Clarke rather than stock adventure formats.  There’s a great gothic sensibility to All the Murmuring Bones, lifting its fantasy from mariner tales and Irish folklore, and its dry delivery straight out of Shirley Jackson.

It is the first fantasy novel I’ve really connected to in months and I enjoyed the world building, the storytelling and mirroring of themes that lends just enough dramatic irony that you have to flinch guessing at what will happen next. I adored having a female protagonist who doesn’t wilt or linger on relationships or sentiment. The no nonsense, surrounded by nonsense and violence, nature of the narrative is addictive.

Re-review: Stephen Fry’s Mythos

I’ve reread it.

I’ve come to two conclusions.

One, the trouble I had with Mythos the first time is precisely the same reason I loved Heroes as I did. It is no fault of Stephen Fry’s whatsoever. I did, indeed, fail him.

In Mythos, I knew many of the stories presented already. I am, horrifically, a nerd. I don’t say this as though it has just dawned on me. I say it with the sigh of looking down at myself and humming, ‘ah, yes.’

I read the Aeneid aloud, voluntarily, to my infant babies, in Latin, with the hopes that they would one day be better equipped for pronunciation as development of phonemes quickly scissors off as you age.

I am, horrifically, that guy. 

And that meant that Mythos had little to offer me, the asshole of Latin class, in terms of novelty. What it did offer, what I was most able to appreciate, was Stephen Fry’s voice. He has a unique voice, both out loud and in writing, and it is something highly envied. The tongue-in-cheek presentation of Greek and Roman myths in modern parlance is delightful. 

The many references to Edith Hamilton —hey, I know her. I read that book as a child, too. And so in slowing myself down and coming to Mythos with less tired eyes, I was able instead to see a sort of kindred spirit in it. This is how I tell Greek and Roman myths when I summarize them to other people, this same ‘ah, yes, Zeus’ wink wink say no more.

It’s nearly impossible not to talk about Greek or Roman mythology where I don’t sound like an asshole. It’s one of those few areas in life where I spring up, ready to fight, because of all of those horrid Latin trophies I got once upon a time.

I think it’s why I like Norse mythology and Egyptian mythology and indigenous myths and legends. I don’t know them well, nor should I. They don’t belong to me.

And Heroes, Heroes achieved exactly what I had wanted for in Mythos– it told me a few things I didn’t know.

I read Mythos very quickly, partly because I’ve already read it once and partly because I knew the tales. 

I needed to give it a closer examination, because it deserves it, because it is very good.

It’s charming, dry, ribbing. It is a book that does exactly what I like in mythology collections–it tells the myths. It’s a wonderful introduction, an eloquent refresher.

I would be doing a disservice if I hadn’t given it the try it deserved.

But this gets at a point of mental health maintenance that I think needs to be addressed. It is possible to read too much, too quickly, and to dislike something seemingly made for you. It’s possible to come to a book (or anything, truly) at the wrong time, the wrong place, then spend your days blasting Madam Bovary only to find that in old age that you see it with kinder eyes.

Except let’s not go that far for Madam Bovary. I still have my hang ups.

Conversely, you may reread something you loved at one age and find yourself saying ‘dear god what pretentious, poorly crafted bullshit’.

Many times you will do this to yourself.

And it’s okay.

It’s perfectly decent of you to give something another try. It’s perfectly decent of you to change your mind, your opinion, yourself.

And please, slow down.