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Camp Damascus

It’s October! I should do some spooky books.

Starting the month with Dr Chuck Tingle, Camp Damascus is hands down one of the best books I have read this year. A quick read under 300 pages, it is one of these most effective horror stories I have read in ages. Centered around religious trauma and homophobia, the action begins almost immediately, with no ‘wait till the third act’ nonsense. Shit hits the fan, and hard, and keeps coming. Dr Tingle takes no time to bullshit around with building suspense, the true horror comes from the nonchalant reactions and denials of the clear horrors occuring.
The main character’s neurodivergence was written so naturally and well, it was a wonderfully refreshing representation that I didn’t realize I had been craving.
Easily one of my favorite books of the year, I absolutely encourage you to read it, I am so excited for his next book that I know is in editing stages.

Prove love 💕

Review: Bringing Home the Dharma

Jack Kornfield is someone I’ve known about for over a decade, which is a sentence that makes me feel very old. Mindfulness is something I’ve studied a lot, academically and personally, and I think Bringing Home the Dharma is possibly the most comprehensive collection of answered questions for western Buddhism that I’ve come across. I listened to it as an audiobook and took my time to chew through it, and I truly think it was remarkable.


It may be a bit of an undertaking for someone casually trying to learn about Buddhism because the book is very detailed but for a beginner or someone like me who phases in and out of the scene, it is an excellent resource. Kornfield is, as always, a very gentle but assertive teacher.

I’d definitely prefer having a written copy to the audiobook I listened to because it’s such a great resource; it’s definitely something to reference back to and to cherry pick which areas resonate most.

Review: A Primate’s Memoir



Earlier I reviewed Why Don’t Zebra’s Get Ulcers by Robert Sapolsky as a part of my mental health month and I already have Behave sitting in my pile; Robert Sapolsky, either through listened to lectures or his books, has been a subject I’ve no doubt my friends are getting tired of hearing about.


A Primate’s Memoir, however, is not the same breed of popular science book as Sapolsky’s other work, but rather a straightforward memoir about his experiences as a field researcher in Africa.


Sapolsky details his twenty-plus years living with a troop of baboons, their culture, and the conflicts in the scientific community of speaking about animal culture in human terms. He also details cultural shocks living among and interacting with different tribes and in different African countries and often his own fumbling unpreparedness as he adapts (including a notable horrifying first experience with tamarind).


The memoir includes harrowing stories of being taken captive, having guns held to his head, being mistaken for a mercenary, and in general the sort of adventures that come to a certain breed of guy™ with an irreverence and compelling story telling style.


He’s the sort of unassuming person that the vanilla masses probably believe just sits in a lab and wouldn’t expect to have spent a time traveling with a caravan of Somalis plundering locals, and yet.


The book is a compelling, engaging, very intelligently and thoughtfully written account. Sapolsky brings an honesty and no-bullshit narrative voice to his time in Africa while offering the perspective that he is just one researcher who has dealt with corruption, with cultural shocks, with various international blocks and that there is so much more to field research and medicine than most people realize.

Review: Honeycomb by Joanne M Harris

I’ve been sitting on writing this review because I’m not sure how I want to structure it. Structure is fundamental to Honeycomb by Joanne Harris and this is my second contender for my favorite book that I’ve read in 2023.

In fact, the reliance on bees within the story is, I’m sure, a direct reference to the importance of structure to the novel.

I want to be assured that I do it justice.

Honeycomb is presented as a series of short chapters introducing interlocking stories and continuations of earlier chapters and characters, chiefly following The Lacewing King. Characters are, importantly, not named but given honorifics as the book utilizes traditional fae myths. As a person with ….an unkindly level of entomophobia, you’d think that this book would be near impossible for me to read as the many factions and clans of fae are all based on different insect species. However, I persevered and I actually really enjoyed the way the insects and the affectations of each fae were discussed.

Anyone who may remember the horrific katydid incident last year where I blew up discord channels and texts demanding to know how I got rid of the beast that had flown into my window (it took me four hours to work up the nerve to trap him between the screen and sliding glass door) should be very proud of me!

Not only did I push through, but this book has stuck with me incredibly. I love the very arch yet traditional approach to fae stories. It was nostalgic, reminiscent of reading collected fairy tales and brother’s Grimm compilations, but with an interconnecting thread that built and drove you deeper into the world that Ms. Harris was creating. It had an atmosphere similar to Susanna Clarke’s fae. The characterization both holds you at a distance as a reader and is engrossing, drawing you in to learn more about the various flawed characters and is reminiscent of old school fantasy like George MacDonald.

I recommend it highly.



Review: Poison for Breakfast



I would call it atmospheric.

The atmosphere is both circular logic and literary nonsense, in the tradition of Lewis Carroll’s nonsense and not the dismissive way which we say ‘nonsense’ casually.
Poison for Breakfast is not a novel. It’s a meditation on the nature of storytelling in the guise of a story.


Sort of, kind of, ‘Poison for Breakfast’ is about consuming poison and trying to work backwards to figure out how you’d gotten to the point of being poisoned. Snicket is given a note informing him that he has been poisoned and now he, as a reliably known mystery solver, must solve the mystery of this suddenly appeared note, his poisoning, and therefore his apparent murder.


He doesn’t actually tell you very much at all, buried in convoluted Lemony Snicket-ism upon Lemony Snicket-ism, meditating on the nature of storytelling. He tells various non sequiturs that he initially frames as action then admits are really just things he’s thinking about but that probably did occur at some point and therefore are still true.


Handler, as Snicket of course, talks about the nature of story structure, the importance of inspiring bewilderment, what details are and are not important to include, and the need to cause the reader to buy in to the side of the narrator. At one juncture he tells a story of a bad lesson given by an ornery writer which sounded remarkably familiar and which I paused in reading and laughed…. because I read that book this year.


Handler, as Snicket, talks about the evolution of writing advice as well, his ideas of the rules of writing changing in real time as he discusses Lemony Snicket moving about his fictional morning uncovering his potential imminent death and therefore murder.


He also very, very carefully discusses various ways to make eggs—a nod, I’d say, to the rule Lemony Snicket gives that you should only tell information relevant to the story. Handler, as Snicket, tells you many, many irrelevant things in the course of telling you the story, the story where he may presumably die at the end, without sharing other necessary information.


The true theme appears to be rules and breaking them.
Like cracking many eggs.


It is also a meditation on safety. The way in which safety can be so suddenly and irreversibly taken out from under us, “we have poisoned ourselves”.


We read to identify with bewilderment, explore our bewilderment, and we throw ourselves into imagination to find solutions to our bewilderment.


I encourage you to read this short, under 200 pages, meta narrative disguised writing advice. Slowly.


It’s in many ways life advice, too.

Review: Sunnyside, Glen David Gold

My friend who doesn’t know me, Glen David Gold, was someone whose books were recommended to me by a friend who has since passed. I had avoided them at first, as I mentioned in my review last year of Carter Beats the Devil. My friend had been right, of course, knowing me well enough, that I feel strongly about these novels.

I loved Carter Beats the Devil, I adored Sunnyside.

Sunnyside, Gold’s second novel, is an examination of so many things: old Hollywood, war, masculinity in relationships, parental relationships, neglect and control. It honestly took me quite a while to grapple with it, not being a page burner so much as a book that requires breaks and contemplation. The way which the different story lines, the completely unrelated characters, weave together is ingenious. An intelligent, winding story with many fantastical elements, stories of old west shows woven into the plot involving Weimar Germany, the fundraising of old Hollywood for war bonds, and heavily leaning on the life and stories of an animated, well characterized Charlie Chaplin as the divining rod for the plot. Normally I’m skittish about historical fiction that leans on well known historical figures—I just have this sort of cringe reaction, wondering how a person would feel having words put in their mouth. With Glen David Gold I consistently don’t mind, I don’t think of it at all. That is Chaplin.

And while Chaplin is a focus and draw, of course, I think my favorite character was Lee Duncan. He was such a smooth, bumbling at times, sympathetic leading man for Gold to lean on.

I cannot begin to fathom the research process for a book like this. It’s stellar.

Review: Insomniac City

Bill Hayes, a memoirist and photographer based in New York City, writes a charming love story to the city and details the loss of romantic partners bookending his initial move to New York and his new life as an established New Yorker.

Famously, Bill Hayes was the partner of the now passed Dr Oliver Sacks and in this book Hayes discusses leaving Los Angeles after the sudden death of an earlier long term partner to a premature heart attack, only to be swept up into a romance with Dr Sacks, their relationship and its age defying and cultural defying nature as Sack’s had been a closeted man. It then details Sack’s cancer and eventual death.

The whole relationship is documented lovingly and sweetly. Something which I lingered on in the telling was the care that Hayes put into not being bitter. Having suffered the loss of two romantic partners, his memoir beginning and ending with loss, it would be easy to see someone fall into despair. Hayes, admirably, writes from a place of love and acceptance.

What first convinced me to read the book was the description of loss in the very beginning chapters, as Hayes details the loss of his partner, Steve—-Of seeking connection and sense in a sudden, unbearable moment. Hayes struck a chord with me early on regarding the nature of grief, yet his optimism, his ability to love again and demonstrate loving again, made this a remarkably wholesome, heartfelt read.

Review: The Ladies of Grace Adieu

This book was a bit of a struggle for me, admittedly, because while I adore Susanna Clarke and the tone, atmosphere, and world that she’s created, it was frankly strange to get accustomed to her in a short story format after Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell.

I found myself half way through the book before I struck on my favorite story of the lot, “Mr Simonelli or the Fairy Widower”. 

Prior to that it felt like I was floundering a bit looking for the punchline at the end of each story. “Ah, Rumpelstiltskin”, for example.

But the stories about fae folk are where I think Susanna Clarke really makes her name and sets the flag. She’s rekindled for me, a person who loves deals with the devil, just how devilish and dealing fae can be.

The stories after this midway mark all bear the same tone and quickness I expected of Susanna Clarke from Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norrell, down to the copious footnotes in “Tom Brightwind”. I worry I wouldn’t have stuck with the book if not for “The Ladies of Grace Adieu” themselves, the first story of the collection, which had all the snark and turn I like of her style.

Now I’m a bit struck at a loss because I’ve run out of Susanna Clarke to read. There’s a surrealist aspect to some of these stories that had me thinking of what it would be like if Samuel Beckett was writing fantasy. I already miss it. The atmosphere is hard to capture as effectively as Clarke consistently does.

I almost immediately passed off my thrifted copy to a friend; I need these stories still circulating.

Review: The Undertaking of Hart and Mercy by Megan Bannen

I was in a rut and in a mood for fluff. Something vaguely romantic or funny. The book seemed to appear of its own idea and I liked the cover. Sometimes that’s all it takes. I think people are far too dismissive of the importance of good cover art.

As to the charge of needing to be vaguely romantic or funny; this book delivers. It was quick paced, very sweet, and I liked it.  The dialogue at times took me out of it because it was too much friend-speak or jokey and not what I expected in a fantasy-romance. That is a compliment. This book delightfully doesn’t take itself too seriously.

The trope of enemies to lovers through an anonymous letter mechanic is hardly novel, but the romance is heated, the itch scratched.

What’s memorable for me for this book, however, isn’t the romance aspect. It was the fantasy.

The world building, which the reader is thrown into rather than sermonized at, was well paced, well thought, well devised. I would be happy to learn more about this fantasy world, the gods and creatures, and found myself finding the book all too short. I really enjoyed the aspects of fantasy which were neither overdone or underdone but meted out as necessary to the romance. It’s a very character driven story.

(If I’m speaking in an odd cadence, blame Susanna Clarke. She’s next week’s review.)

I really, really liked this book. I quickly recommended it to a friend. Sometimes the pursuit of fluff is perfectly admirable. Not every book need be dark or poignant, which isn’t to say this book lacks poignancy. But rather, it’s fun. I found myself doing that all too satisfying thing of skipping back and forth to passages I had liked or that had stuck in my head for one reason or another, which I always mark as a sign of a great writer.

Vonnegut

Kurt Vonnegut is one of my favorite authors of all time. Few even come close to the affection I feel for that dead old man and his pall malls.

The way each story unfolds and what it represents is always done in this clear, no bullshit, no time for pleasantries, miasma of honesty. There’s so much humor and humility and cleverness; his political opinions and his stances, his morality is never vague. And he doesn’t come off as pretentious in his storytelling –in fact pretentiousness and how boring it is is a huge theme.

I also, and this is a personal jab at myself, absolutely buy into the mix of sci fi and speculative fiction. I’m pretty sure that when I was little I also was convinced I lived in a space zoo. So. I’m doing great. Don’t worry about me.

Free will versus predestination; prophecy and its inscrutable, annoying, cloying certainties; and, the nature of time are massive themes in most of Vonnegut’s stories and I very much jibe with that.

Which brings us to: I recently reread Cat’s Cradle and I wanna talk about it.

It might be my favorite of his books.

As the man says: see the cat, see the cradle?

I realized sometime in January, Cat’s Cradle kind of fundamentally hits the nail on the head for me. And it is presented in exactly the way it has to be to get its point across. I mentioned some time ago that that’s the key to a well written murder mystery —that the audience doesn’t see an alternative option that would suit the story better. Vonnegut couldn’t kill god in any more perfect a way than he does in Cat’s Cradle.

It does that thing I love of telling you one story, presenting you one plot contrivance early on which seems so different from the ride and destination that you end up on. You tumble along with the characters into an impossible scenario and you turn around and squint at the beginning, at the person you used to be before you ended up here. And yet—and yet how could you have ended up anywhere else?

And what better way to end a book than by ending the world, laying on a mountain, and pointing your finger up at god? If that doesn’t tell you everything about humanity, what does?

Please, if you haven’t, read as much Vonnegut as you can find.